Chapter 6

 Chapter 6 

" The ladder of life " 

How many times , you fall while learning cycle . 

How many times you were eaten by the snake at 98. 

I guess many times. 

" Don't leave the cycle from behind , papa you there !? ..I will fall , I don't know how to control the handle , please be there ,hold my cycle , it's tough .. papa you listening !!.  , I will fall 

Suddenly I fall into the little groove , my tiny little cycle was over me , everyone there,  was laughing . 

The little kid  of 4 years inside me unable to decode their laughs . 

" Why you laughing , why you were not there to hold my cycle , I have fallen so badly and you laughing ,." 

Though I was sad  because still I am not able to handle the cycle properly . Whenever I look back to see if anyone is holding my cycle or not , I always fall . 

With the passing time somehow I learnt to maintain balance between my eye contact and my cycle handle . 

This was  the incident which I was recalling after years , while watching our family album . 

Now I guess I am able to decode the situation .

I went to my father , and asked him , what if you always hold my cycle , without leaving me in the empty road , how do you know that I will learn to drive it one day by my own ?!"

My father said " see my child , I am always here for you to tell how things work , I am always here to guide you , but if I always be there and won't let you learn by your own how would you grow , 

If you never fall , how would you wake up !!? 

It was important for you to fall down , it was important for the blood in your knee to flow outside " . 

" It was not just the cycle , that I was trying to teach you , I was teaching you how to wake up again , I was teaching you that how important it is to fall down . "" 

And these were the golden lines by him 

I smiled at him and said , " I will fall but I will wake up , I am your attitude and I will never let it down " . 

I learnt alot from this incident ,  life is like a snake ladder game , you never know at which step snake will bite you and you will fall down , you never know when you will reach to number 2 from number 98 , you can't make sure whether you will fall or not , but there is one thing which you can do , whenever you fall , whenever you feel like losing , please don't stop , take sometime , but wake up . Because we can't control the situation in our lives , but what  we can control is " how to tackle them , how to make best solution for them , 

" Fall down 7, stand up 8 " 

 There is one thing which is constantly knocking my head  , " why I always fall when I look back , " 

After repeating this 4,5 times in my head  I realised why I fall . 

See, if you  constantly looking back in your past , you can't be in present , and you will always fall . 

I have never imagined that I am falling from the cycle while looking back will teach me one day to live in present. 

I smiled , now I not  only know how to handle the  cycle , but I also know how to maintain  balance in life .

Whenever I  recall my child hood incident I learnt alot . And I love to write them , this makes my body to release more dopamine . 

So if you are reading this , recall any incident of your childhood and find a meaning of it , because anything that comes in our life either to stay or to teach us.

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